It's so hard

to be without you

Lying in the bed

you are so much

to be without

Rattles in my head

that empty drum

filled with doubt

Everything you lose

always come and find

its way out

Every night is lonesome

and it's longer

than before

Nothing really

matters any more

It's so hard

to be without you

Used to feel so angry

now I only feel humble

Stinging from the storm

inside my ribs

where it thunders

Nothing left to say

or really even wonder

We are like a book

and every page

is so torn

Nothing really

matters any more

It's so hard

not to call you

Thunders in my bones

out in the streets

where I first saw you

And everything was new

and colourful

it's gotten darker

Every day's a lesson

things were

brighter before

Nothing really

matters any more

It's so hard

to be without you

Every day I find

another little thread

of silver

Waiting for me

when I wake

some place on the pillow

And then I see

the empty space

beside me

and remember

I feel empty

I feel tired

I feel worn

Nothing really

matters any more