I don't know

how to love him

What to do,

how to move him

I've been changed

Yes really changed

In these past few days

when I've seen myself

I seem like

someone else

I don't know how

to take this

I don't see why

he moves me

he's a man

He's just a man

And I've had so many

men before

In very many ways

he's just one more

Should I bring

him down?

Should I scream

and shout?

Should I speak

of love?

Let my feelings out?

I never thought

I'd come to this

What's it all about?

Don't you think

it's rather funny

I should be in

this position?

I'm the one

Who's always been

So calm so cool

no lover's fool

Running every show

he scares me so

I never thought

I'd come to this

What's it all about?

Yet, if he said he

loved me

I'd be lost

I'd be frightened

I couldn't cope

Just couldn't cope

I'd turn my head

I'd back away

I wouldn't want to know

he scares me so

I want him so

I... love... him... so...